Happy New Year


How important is it for modern Christians to understand the Biblical Hebrew calendar? I’m not sure. I just know that as I learn more about the Biblical months, the more in awe I am, the more intricate I see God’s plans, the more miraculous I see the every day, and the more I feel a sense that it is important for us to know… His signs.

The Biblical Hebrew calender is based off of the lunar cycle, acknowledging all the governing lights, including stars!
Genesis 1:14 tells us that the lights of the heavens were given to us not only to mark the passing of time, but also to mark celebrations for His people AND as signs.

Nisan is the first month of the Biblical year. It begins on the Gregorian calendar (devoid of marking God’s signs) on March 17 – happy new year!
Nisan is connected to the tribe of Judah – the fourth-born son of Leah and Jacob. After three other sons that Leah desperately thought would draw her husband to finally love her, she had Judah and she said, “now I will praise the Lord.” It was as though she knew her husband would never choose to love her and she chose to praise God anyway. She bestowed that strength on her son, Judah, as well.
In Genesis 49:8-12, Jacob blesses Judah and says (NIV version), ““Judah, your brothers will praise you; your hand will be on the neck of your enemies; your father’s sons will bow down to you. You are a lion’s cub, Judah; you return from the prey, my son. Like a lion he crouches and lies down, like a lioness—who dares to rouse him. The scepter will not depart from Judah, nor the ruler’s staff from between his feet, until he to whom it belongs shall come and the obedience of the nations shall be his. He will tether his donkey to a vine, his colt to the choicest branch; he will wash his garments in wine, his robes in the blood of grapes. His eyes will be darker than wine, his teeth whiter than milk.”
Nisan is the month of Passover. Many of us do know that it is a celebration in the Hebraic faith of the Holy Spirit passing over the homes of Jewish families who had sacrificed a lamb and marked their doorframes with it’s blood, when the Plague of Death of the Firstborns went throughout Egypt – sparing their families. It is a celebration of their liberation from Egyptian slavery.

Here we have, culminating in the first month of the Biblical new year… the lion and the lamb. I am sure there are quite a few Followers of Christ that know this, but I am quite new to learning about Biblical Hebrew months and this connection of the lion and the lamb made me tear up!
And that is just one aspect of only Nisan.


Natural Living Through the Seasons


This is a perpetual Hebrew calendar by LuftmenschDesign – go here to purchase

I often see New Year posts about going green. In the spirit of the Biblical new year, in Nisan, I’d like to start a collection of posts about being more natural and intentional in our lives, from month to month.
Each month will have a theme/rhythm, with thoughts, tips, and links I have found helpful through the years.
Eventually, the collection of these posts will be added to my pages, above, to collect it all in one place.

Here’s my tentative themes for each month:

Nisan (March-April) – Cleaning

Iyar (April-May) – Healing

Sivan (May-June) – Giving

Tammuz (June-July) – Worship

Av (July-August) – Home Building

Elul (August-September) – Nourishment

Tishri (September-October) – Home Learning

Cheshvan (October-November) – Parenting

Kislev (November-December) – Rest & Rhythms

Tevet (December-January) – Reduction

Shevat (January-February) – Celebrating

Adar (February-March) – Strength


I hope you will join me as I share the things I have learned, and am learning, about being more reliant upon natural things God has provided us and less on synthetics

Tolerating Tolerance

Through time, I continue to have compassion for women that stay with a man that has confessed to have molested children. My tolerance for their staying, wanes however, even as the love and compassion remains.
Tolerance as we now use the word, is NOT a good thing. It is tolerating something you feel to be wrong. We rarely use this word to mean “I tolerate her chewing her nails at the table” any more.
Perhaps you are a racist and you “tolerate” people of color, or hate children and “tolerate” the smallest of humanity. Perhaps you support war and violence or theft of property.
Even in the event that you are a racist or you are ageist or some other generalizing-of-hatred thing, the problem with advocating tolerance is that no one has to grow or change or be anything better or different. In our minds, “you do your creepy/weird/different thing there and I will leave you to it, and I will do my good thing here and you leave me to it.”
It really robs us of community in reality.
In the event of a woman staying with a child molester, she is letting him know through the act of staying that he can literally do some of the most heinous acts – betraying a child’s trust through physical exploitation in any sexualized way (a kiss on the mouth, a breast grope, a slide of the hand over the groin, etc) – and she will basically look the other way and “stick it out” with him. I HAVE been there. We tell ourselves this is “God’s way” (nope, it’s not) or “who will love him like I do?” (maybe no one or maybe a thousand others… so?) or even, “if I don’t stay, he will only get worse” (he’s already worse and you enable him to think you’ll be there no matter how sh*tty he choses to be).
I loved a child molester. Without understanding/knowing the end results, I did see his grooming, his mind games, and I downplayed them to myself and to others. The reality was, my love was not actually loving. It takes acknowledging that it is something rotten within us to see it is not actually Christ’s love to be “tolerant” in *many* situations.
Don’t take this as me blaming the female for what her male partner does – it’s all on him that he is doing it. She does not cause him to be a child molester. She is simply deceiving herself in every reason she gives herself for her staying, believing tolerance equals love or that tolerating evil is somehow good and holy.
My tolerance for that tolerance is stretched thin – and I am tired of trying to pretend like tolerance in the way we use it any more is a “good” thing.

There are many social and political situations that I currently see this “tolerance” for evil and harmful practices advocated for, and I am, quite simply, done with it.

Time, Rhythm, and Eternity


I’ve been very slowly reading my way through Time From Creation by Gael Bataman (it is 99 cents as a Kindle read and way more than worth it!). It’s been an interesting read and, even when I haven’t flowed with all of it, it has definitely helped me find a more sane rhythm to life, seek God through His own creation rather than human creation, and to study a different area of living that I have not taken time to before.


One of the things I have been encouraged to do is incorporate a phenology wheel into my Bullet Journaling space. This has become multi-purpose for me:

  • I have stopped charting my temperatures for ovulation and menstruation and instead, am watching my body’s signs and rhythms without any devices to “track” for me. Even with a few miscarriages since having Zoe (pretty sure because I “cheated” on Paleo after having her), my cycle is interestingly in sync with the lunar cycle and my heart concerning where I put my energies – sometimes with the new moon and sometimes with the full moon!
  • I have started being mindful of the lunar month lining up with the Biblical Hebrew months and have started learning those months, as well as tracking the Gregorian time keeping system (eventually I want to let go of Gregorian time-keeping, but I don’t know as others would allow that possibility).
  • I continue tracking my moods and energy levels, but in this combined and flowing format instead of a grid tracker that is on a separate page of its own.

Another thing I have decided to do because of reading through this slowly is to stop “scheduling” myself, our home learning, etcetera, and instead create rhythm in our lives. Knowing that through the lunar month, I have different energies/focuses for about 7 days at a time, I create my rhythms of activity through that knowledge. Schedules are rigid and infringe, at least after awhile. Rhythms create peace and allow for freedom and flexibility, for my very type 4 brain.
Rather than fight the natural rhythm of the lunar calendar, the seasons, I want to flow with them…. we are a part of them, after all!

We are starting to honor our desperate need for rest – daily, weekly, seasonally.

I haven’t even gotten through half of this book yet, and it is already inspiring to shift my perception of healthy living and rhythms in pretty noticeable ways.
I will try to follow up when I finish this book and give a review of it in totality.

Here are a few of the resources I use to put together my Bullet Journal phenology wheels:

State Holydays

Over Memorial Day weekend, Daryl and I met a military family while we were at the rental house. The wife brought up the holyday and I shored up through prayer. But it was in that blessed interaction, I realized again how unfamiliar that average American is with these holydays.
These are moments for reflective sorrow – men lost their lives, believing they ensured your freedoms, believing things men who are unwilling to get their hands dirty themselves told them, believing the blood upon their hands was outweighed by the end result of humans across the sea not doing something anymore – at least, for a little while. Perhaps long enough for their children to move out of the house.
Her heart was troubled by a local store on FB wishing everyone “A Happy Memorial Day!” She couldn’t understand how this had become a day for hot dogs and swimming pools opening and getting tipsy with your neighbors, all while everyone was laughing and celebrating. She contacted the store and told them how horrifying that message is to military families.
These holydays are not for rejoicing. They are, for many people, days for reflection and sorrow that lives were lost… lives that God loves. God doesn’t divide His love between Americans and Brits, or Australians and Kenyans. He loves each one, and murdering a Swede or a New Guinean is as much murder as an American or German. It doesn’t become not murder, not lives stolen, simply because the borders don’t surround you.
I can’t light off fireworks during Independence Day any more than this sweet wife could fathom doing it on Memorial Day. Any war or bloodshed holydays are not a time for rejoicing, but weeping and shame and gnashing of teeth.
The irony of it is, how many people joyfully celebrate state holydays such as Independence Day, in which “our people” rebelled against the governing authority of England, and claimed our own sovereignty. These same people claim that if you don’t like the government here… “if you can’t stand behind the troops” – which is far worse now than what England was doing before 1776 – then you can always leave and “stand in front of the troops.” They clamor at more domination from a government they pretend to celebrate liberated them from the likes of British rule taxing our tea.

It is a depressing irony, rich with more than most will allow themselves to fathom.

Winter Breakfasts & Lunches, With December Dinners


paleo_diet_foodsHello, friends! It’s been quite awhile since I have shared a meal plan with you all. I have had several people request my meal plan now that my diet is modified AGAIN (Paleo, with no pork, eggs, or bone stock).
Wherever links call for eggs, I use either chia eggs or flax eggs (1 egg = 1tbsp chia meal or flax meal and 3tbsp water, set on the counter for 2-3 minutes).
When it calls for chicken stock, I use vegetable stock.

If I do not link a recipe directly, the recipe is a regular and you can find a wide list of recipes at Second Breakfast. This will also tell you how I set up our meal plan and when I cook. ❤
Winter Breakfasts

M: Baked Breakfast Casserole with Apples
T: Vegan Life Changing Pancakes, Turkey Sausage, enzyme smoothie
W: Avocado Carob Pudding, berries
Th: Sweet Potato Apple Bake – this is new for us, we will see how it goes
F: Enzyme Smoothies, Turkey Sausages
S: Turkey Apple Breakfast Hash – again, a new breakfast!
Su: Sweet Potato Chili

Winter Lunches

M: Egg Roll In a Bowl
T: Super Salad – Daryl found this one and it is a HIT here!
W: Steak & Veggies
Th: Honey-Mustard Drumsticks, Cultured Broccoli Salad with Eggless Mayo
F: Turkey Pepperoni Pizza with Cassava Pizza Crust


December Dinners

1: Uncured turkey hot dogs, baked sweet potatoes
2-3: leftovers
4: 3 ingredient Teriyaki Pan-Fried Chicken, Cauli-rice, green beans
5: Citrus and Herb Pot-Roast with Carrots and Parsnips, Paleo Mashed Potatoes
6: Loaded Sweet Potato Soup
7: Baked Salmon; Turnip, Radish, and Fennel Saute
8: Grain-free Spaghetti and Meatballs – with turkey in place of pork
9-10: leftovers
11: Pesto Chicken Pizza – on Cassava Pizza Crust
12: Deconstructed Paleo Beef Burritos
13: Paleo Chicken Noodle Soup
14: Paleo Shrimp Fried Rice
15: Jambalya, Paleo “cornbread”
16-17: leftovers
18: Asparagus Sweet Potato Chicken Skillet
19: Burgers, cultured coleslaw
20: Lemony Chicken & Kale Soup
21: Tomato-Basil MusselsRadicchio Salad With Frisée And Apples
22: Slow Cooker Basil Chicken in Coconut Curry Sauce, Indian-Spiced Greens, paleo pitas-as naan
23-24: leftovers
25: Smoked turkey, paleo mashed potatoes, green bean casserole (made with Paleo cream of mushroom soup, gluten-free french-fried onions – in Second Breakfast), cultured cranberry sauce, apple pie tartlets, mulled cider
26: pastured beef stroganoff, peas
27: Turkey Pot Pie Soup, Paleo Biscuits
28: Fish sticks, Cultured tartar sauce, lacto-fermented french fries
29: Vegan Life Changing Pancakes, turkey sausage, enzyme smoothies
30-31: leftovers

Some Kitchen “Befores”


We are very slowly redoing our mobile home kitchen! It’s a pretty exciting process to see, as I scour the internet for a balance of eco-friendly and our limited budget!

The current plans are:
~ paperbag flooring until the wall at the left of the rolling dishwasher, then painting or tiling the rest (grease does not do well with paperbag flooring!), including paperbag flooring the livingroom (and the rest of the home).
~ refinishing holes and peeled off zero-VOC paint sections
~ chalkboarding the wall behind the rolling dishwasher and building a cabinet to put in place of the dishwasher
~ install dishwasher under the cabinet to left of the sink – this includes having to make a deeper cabinet and replacing the water-deformed pressed wood countertop
~ build a pebble-style rocket mass heater/stove/oven, where the giant picture is, with the mass under the window
~ build false cabinet/counter where the stove/oven currently is

Here are some before photos!